The Random Thoughts Of A Blueberry Child

And for me to ask her now, it ain’t fair, so yea.

She lost one.  Left one to get one.  Lose some to win some.

I wish I had someone that loved me enough to tell me I was doing stupid shit.

Instead, I have to figure it all out on my own.

I’m far from religious. But I got beliefs.

Shyness And Clinginess

I Need To Find A Perfect Balance Between The Two.

I Neglect Those That Care About Me The Most, And I’m A Liar. I’m Also Very Mean, But Really Sensitive.

I’m Working On It, Though.

Just Went Through My Tumblr. This Shit Turned Me Into An Emotional Blogging Faggotron. I Was Going Through A Rough Time, But Damn. It Wasn’t That Serious. It’s Never That Serious. The Shit I Said Was Wreckless And Stupid. Powerful And True Shit, But I Still Should Have Just Said It To Their Faces Instead Of Venting And Ranting Over The Internet.

I Lost Those That Were Most Important To Me, Because I Was Too Scared To Confront Them About How I Was Feeling.  So Now I’m Facing These Feelings, Months Later, All By Myself.  The Internet Is A Gift And A Curse, And It’s Taken Me This Long To Finally Learn My Lessons, And Fess Up To What I’ve Done Wrong.

Tumblr sucks. No one likes what I have to say. No one likes me. #ForeverAlone #TheUglies #NoFriends #AntiCool #Uncool #NotCool

Fuck you, bitch. Yea. Fuck ya mama, too!